Zac in particular has been one of very bold faith. He approaches God with the entitlement of a child who knows their Father is the Creator of the universe. From an early age, he would wow and shame me with his declarations, fearlessly insisting, despite the heavy clouds in the sky, that God would open the sky and bring sunshine because that day was his swimming day. Not much has changed.
At the start of the year, while watching the cricket, I realised that the children walking the Proteas out onto the field were from a local cricket club - and not just any local club; the children were from the local cricket club Zac was going to play for. Knowing this would be disappointing for him, we broke the news gently. Of course he was upset; he's seven, after all. But he surprised me with his upbeat response. "I know," he said, "but I'll get another chance." I didn't have the heart to explain to his bright mind just how slim that chance was, so I left it.
Then one day, less than four weeks later, I had a message on my desk to call my dad. I hate those messages, by the way. They never fully inform you about the context, and my default is to assume that something is wrong. Of course, I called back immediately.
"Can you get the school to allow Zac to leave early next Tuesday?," he asked
"Tuesday? Why? What's happening on Tuesday?," I asked, not entirely sure if I'd missed something important.
"I got him into the group of boys walking the Proteas out at Newlands. But don't tell him; let it be a surprise!"
As an avid cricket supporter, and a wanna-be-great mom, I was so excited for him. I could't disguise the wide smile that broke out on my face. And then I laughed. It was one of those deep, long laughs where I imagined God saying, "look what I have done", and me answering in reply, "of course You did!".
Yesterday was the big day, and when Papu collected Zac from school, and finally told him about the plan, Zac confidently told him he already knew. When the moment arrived, he proudly walked onto the field (I was watching from my classroom on my laptop). When I saw the first glimpse of him, my heart leapt, and then I must admit: I was bummed. He had landed up standing with the umpire. I asked him about this when he got home after the game:
"Zac, were you a little disappointed to be standing with the umpire?" I asked gently.
"Mom, I was literally standing next to Quinton de Kock the whole time," he said bouncing excitedly as he talked. "Why would you think that I would be upset?!"
Yes, I would do well to be more like Zac sometimes...
